Why do i alwyas feel as if Jeff is cheating on me? i mean hes over here all the time but in the middle of the night he makes weird phone calls and walks outta the roon, i try yo talk to him about it and ask him why but he just says that im seeing things and he always checks out chicks i mean as soon as he hears a females voice he looks i mean god am i not good enough for him i mean he tells me he wants to marry me and he only has eyes for me but he doesnt .................gerrrrr whatever i can do better i mean hes 23 and still lives with his dad how lame
Posted at 06:02 pm by deadpunkrocker
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I'm Getting married in Feb.!!!!!!!
Posted at 06:36 pm by deadpunkrocker
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Sometimes the perfect person is right
around the corner or could be right in
front of your eyes.
Don't settle and risk missing the chance of
being with that person that makes you
feel like you're perfect just the way you
are.
FOR GIRLS:
Find a guy who calls you beautiful
instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on
him,
who will stay awake just to watch you
sleep.
Wait for the boy who kisses your forhead,
who wants to show you off to the world
when you are in your sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you're just as pretty without
makeup on.
Wait for the one who is constantly
reminding you of how much he cares
about you and how lucky he is to have
you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends
and says, "...that's her."
GUYS...
Find a girl who calls you baby faced
instead of hot or sexy
who can't stand it when you hang up on
her and calls right back,
who would sit there for hours looking into
your eyes,
who doesn't care what you look like, but
what's inside counts the most,
Who looks at you with the twinkle in her
eyes and kisses you on the cheek instead
of the lips,
Wants to be with you in public, even if
you wear those old grass stained and
ripped pants with the
bleached jersey like always,
Wait for the girl who is a constant
reminder of your happiness and joy,
who makes you smile just by knowing she
loves you back.
Wait for the girl who you give piggy back
rides to in public and she still is in view of
her friends,
while she gets off and you hear her
go: "you're the one for me, for always"
Posted at 04:35 pm by deadpunkrocker
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It was kind of a lazy day i just cleaned my room and when jeff came home and i hung out with him for the rest the night. Jeff broke my gutair yesterday i got so mad but oh well he said that he would fix it.He was playing gutair for my mom and dad and they were so drunk lol thats why i wrote this poem down there. Anyways tonight im gonna watch a movie and spend time with her! jeff gets off early today so that will be good so maybe he wont be so tired b/c all he usually does here is sleep and watch movies and its only b/c hes still trying to get off his drugs so iunderstand,but it can be hard when i wanna spend time with him, but ill get over it. well im gonna take a shower b/c i think i stink lol!aww i cant see jeff tonight, but i can see him wensday!my friend Darlean is spending the night :) for all those people that dont know what love is go here: www.urbandictionary.com/
Music:Stone Temple Pilots- Core
Mood:
ditzy
He puts down his cigarette, picks up his guitar
Grins at all his friends
He doesn't really expect to make it rich this way
He just needs to feel that high he gets when someone hears him play
Does he know he makes me feel things
I've never felt before
Does he know that when I hear him play
I only want him more
What I wouldn't give, what I wouldn't say or do
To be the woman who inspires the next song deep inside of you
~*Genevieve*~
Posted at 12:32 pm by deadpunkrocker
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Today was kinda a lazy day!Jeff doesn't get off work till 8 so im gonna be bored untill then, I already miss him even though I just saw him this morring.Is that weird?lol anyways well yesterday me and him just cuddled in eachothers arms and watched The Goonies, I wanted to kiss him so bad, but he kept talking and talking and he wouldn't shut up it was kinda annoying, but cute lol. I Love him so much!..Today Shannon came over and it was kinda hard with jeff being here since he sleep with her in all but im okay now,but when i went to shannons before i came home Sal was talking to shannon in Peter's room and hes like damn i thought a monster was at the door (like saying im big and fat) it really hurt me and Shannon just laughed and then they were talking about how I was dating Jeff and how they cant believe he was dating me and they dont know why he was. Anyways well i gotta go,b/c I feel sick!
Laters
Mood:
Sad
Music:Primus- My Name Is Mud
Stop talking
Just kiss me
I want to feel your lips
against mine
and let your hand
run through my messy hair.
I want you to hold me
like you always do.
And let me feel safe in your arms.
Just quit delaying
and kiss me.
~*Genevieve*~
Posted at 02:32 pm by deadpunkrocker
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